Force fed everytime.My tongue everytime.Why are the words nonsense?
Tuesday, June 08, 2004
New "My Chemical Romance" Came Out Today (& I got it)
I'm bored... really bored... I think I might go rent like 5 movies and watch them.... or harass people and steal their movies because I'm poor.. or like to think I am... Hey, I'm doing the dot dot dot thing hehe. well its not the same ya kno.. but ne who. Today I went w/ cindy to Borders. yar! I like barnes & nobles better, but o well. i didnt buy ne thing so it dont matter. then I went to BW3's with sara, tom, jill & marina. woot. I miss tom, hes a good kid. we should hang out sometime. sara jill and I dressed up today so we look like we came from an Easter brunch or somethin heh. I wore a pink skirt. I know.. ah pink! So now I'm home.. being really bored... blah blah blah. hehe Yesterday we went to Gregs forever and played Magic, watched MTV2 for a while, ordered pizza, and played monopoly. I had my sax lesson 830-9am, so then i went to Olympic Star w/ bryan (i made him come out to eat breakfast w/ me and play magic hehe). so we were at gregs from like noon-10pm or somethin late like that. then to saras, then bryan and i took a walk that led us way out in a big circle, then we went home. So we're friends. So u ppl can stop harassing me! "i dont like people who cant make up their minds and in the process hurt others. that's not cool. i think if u like someone, go for it, you're young, you shouldnt have to think so much about this stuff." that was in jillys blog. :o( Well, its all over and done with now. so it will be all fine and dandy. Promise. So ne who... I work saturday... uh... oh ya. I'm leaving for Luther (a band/choir camp) for a week on Sunday. So I'm gonna be gone up in Iowa. long ride. hehe. Well this is even boring me.. so I'm gonna leave you with a note:
It is legal to protest naked in front of city hall as long as you are under seventeen years of age and have legal permits. Dumb Laws California... crazy peoples...
My Chemical Romance~
"He calls the mansion not a house but a tomb. He's always choking from the stench and the fume. The wedding party all collapsed in the room. So send my resignation to the bride and the groom. Let's go down! This elevator only goes up to ten. He's not around he's always looking at men. Down by the pool he doesn't have any friends. As they are. Face down and bloated snap a shot with the lens. If you marry me. Will you bury me? Will you carry me to the end? So say goodbye to the vows you take. and say goodbye to the life you make. And say goodbye to the heart you break. And all the cyanide you drank. She keeps a picture of the body she lends. Got nasty blisters from the money she spends. She got a life of her own and it shows by the benz she drives at 90 by the barbies and kens. If you ever say never too late. I'll forget all the diamonds you ate. Lost in coma and covered in cake. Increase the medication. Share the cows at the wake. If you marry me. Will you bury me? Will you carry me to the end? So say goodbye to the vows you take. and say goodbye to the life you make. And say goodbye to the heart you break. And all the cyanide you drank. Kiss the bride. So say goodbye to the vows you take. And say goodbye to the life you make. And say goodbye to the heart you break. And all the cyanide you drank. So say goodbye to the last parade. And walk away as the parties fade. And say goodnight to the heart you break and all the cytanide you drank. To the end." -To The End
"In the middle of a gunfight. In the center of a restaurant. They say. Come with your arms raised high. Well they're never gonna get me. Like a bullet through a flock a doves. To wage this war against your faith in me." -You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison
"Well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say. I never want to let you down or have you go, It's better of this way. For all the dirty look. The photographs your boyfriend took. Remember when you broke you foot from jumping out the 2nd floor. I'm not okay. You wear me out." -I'm Not Okay (I promise)
"Gaze into her killing jar I'd sometimes stare for hours. She even poked the holes so I can breath." -The Jetset Life Is Gonna Kill You
"Climb out from the pine box well I'm asking you. Cuz she's got nothing to say. The angels just cut out her tongue. Call her black mariah. Would I lie to you? That girl's not right in the brain. Mass convulsions. Strike the choir. By the grace of God. Gun it while I'm holding on but. Don't stop. If I fall. And Don't look back. Don't stop bury me and fade to black. She won't stop me put it down." -Hang 'Em High
Interlude sounds like Radiohead a little. :)
Mathew(Blah Blah Blah....) June 9, 2004 09:36 AM PDT They're PannyCakes... to explain... Let's just say they're like Pancakes square rooted, + Happy sugar and butter, - the need for bisquick or pancake mix, it's almost from scratch. = PannyCakes, better by far than pancakes. (Why am I online...?)
Heather June 8, 2004 11:12 PM PDT hehe. i got all confused .. i was like "who in the hell is matthew?". then i laughed cuz i noticed the blah blah blah. well ya, i'm glad we can be cool. like u said, it will be better like this. and u are a good cook. ur making me pancakes tomorrow morning! muhaha
Mathew(Blah Blah Blah....) June 8, 2004 07:19 PM PDT We're all young, but wise beyond our years, and It pays to think most things through. I say most because somethings are worth doing spontaneously, like making pancakes at like 4 in the afternoon. I stick by that I'm a better cook than given credit
"You say you read me like a book but the pages are all torn and frayed"
"Sometimes all I really wanna feel is love, sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry. Sometimes my feelings get in the way, of what I feel I really needed to say"
"We're just blind pilots, in strange planes. Back seat drivers, in dead cars"
"Counting bodies like sheep (go back to sleep) to the rhythm of the war drums
"
"I wake up and think dreams are real,
I sleep so I don't have to feel"
"I'm just tired of counting bodies, is this mausoleum tardy? Let's just paint you a pretty face"
"You are no good. Cause I know you can`t sleep, til you know your overbearance makes me creep"
"Your the good things. Yeah thats you, yeah thats you, yeah.
"No matter what we say, no matter what we think, we will never, will never leave this room. What are we going to do about this?"
"When I go forwards, you go backwards, somewhere we will meet"
"Tell all the boys and girls from school, to keep breaking all the rules, to let their parents know their anger"
"Squirming through cuts in a throat. Cut it! Cut it!"
"Cut out my eyes to spite my heart, wish for sleep but never stopping, assignments pile up. "
"Any fool can easy pick a hole. I only wish I could fall in"
"Never leave
me paralyzed, love. Leave me hypnotized, love."
"Dancing on the corpses' ashes"
"Here I am expecting just a little bit, too much from the wounded. But I see through it all and see you."
"Now we're all the terminal cases, but were so determined to thrive. And those with defeat on their faces,
are those that we must keep alive"
"Chemicals will hit you. Chemicals will knock you down"
"Gaze into her killing jar I'd sometimes stare for hours. She even poked the holes so I can breath."
"So I threw you the obvious, to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy. Oh well. Apparently nothing. You don't see me. You don't see me at all."
"Do you remember that when we met you told me this gets harder, well it did."
"I'm gonna go to sleep
Let this wash all over me"
"A million nights in my silent room. I wanna learn all the right words I never knew. The saddest things I put you through. I got to hold you soon I'm asking you."
"Without you, everything falls apart. Without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces."
"I'm comfortable apart, it's all written on my chart, and I take what's given me most cooperatively. I do what people say and lie in bed all day, absolutely horrified, I hope you're satisfied."
"She ate me up for breakfast, she screwed me in a vice. But now I don't know why I feel so tongue-tied"
90 Day Men A Perfect Circle Alkaline Trio Anathallo Armor For Sleep At The Drive-In Audiovent Barry Manilow Bear vs Shark Blink-182 [the newer cd] Brand New The Bravery Brazil Bright Eyes Broken Social Scene Cake Cave In Coheed and Cambria Coldplay John Coltrane Cursive Miles Davis Deftones Dream Theater Dresden Dolls Duke Ellington The Early November Elliot Smith The Faint Fog From Autumn to Ashes Further Seems Forever Gerry Mulligan Gladiator soundtrack Glassjaw Godspeed You Black Emperor Goo Goo Dolls Heartland Jazz Orchestra David Holsinger Gustav Holst Incubus Interpol The Junior Varsity Ken Burns Jazz Kenna Kenny Garrett Theodore Kerkezos The Killers Luca Brasi Mars Volta Modest Mouse Mr.Bungle Mum Murder By Death Muse My Chemical Romance Nine Inch Nails Norah Jones The Notwist Oasis Offspring (old) Opeth OSI Perfect Circle Pinback Psapp Q And Not U Radiohead Sahara Hotnights Sevendust Sėgur Ros Smashing Pumpkins Spoon The Stills The Strokes Taking Back Sunday>br>Tenacious D Thrice Thursday Tool Tori Amos The Unicorns Yeah Yeah Yeahs
"Listen, strange women lying in ponds distributing swords is no basis for a system of government. Supreme executive power derives from a mandate from the masses, not from some farcical aquatic ceremony." ~Monty Python and The Holy Grail
"This is the one thing we must not say. A man who was merely a man and said the sort of things Jesus said would not be a great moral teacher. He would either be a lunatic-on a level with the man who says he is a poached egg-or else he would be the Devil of Hell. You must make your choice. Either this man was, and is, the Son of God: or else a madman or something worse. ~ C.S. Lewis
Gigging Proverb: The more you drink, the less we stink!!
"If you want to keep a friend, never criticize his family, religion, politics, or intonation."