I'm gonna go to sleep. Let this wash all over me.

Force fed everytime.My tongue everytime.Why are the words nonsense?



Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Why do girls have to be so damn confusing? (La De Da)

This broken city sky like butane on my skin
and stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here

And in this moment we can't close the lids on burning eyes
Our memories blanket us with friends we know like fallout vapor
Steel corpses stretch out towards and ending sun scorched and black
It reaches in and rips your flesh apart
With ice cold hands and grabs a hold of your heart

That was part of "Skylines and Turnstiles" by My Chemical Romance. In the process of looking for lyrics. I came across another My Chemical Romance song (both from "I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love") that totally would of worked like... 2 months ago.  This is "Early Sunsets Over Monroeville".

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
And would anything matter if you're already dead?
And now should I be shocked, by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
And our memories defeat us,
And I'll end this direst.

Next up on the ticket, once again My Chemical Romance (this is from the new CD, "Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge") with "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"
I like this one especially because I'm a moody (emo) girl.  :P

Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
The photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second story?

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, yeah
(I'm okay, yeah)

wish you were really hear listening to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I realize I'm okay!
(Trust me.)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

I think everyone should listen to music... good music. Like Interpol, they are pretty funky. I like. I'm gonna attempt to be abstract now. ha
Why does all of my happiness have a underlining state of depression?  Like those optical illusions, once you find it, you cannot be distracted into seeing the happiness that was the original picture. Thinking is contagious and for me, always bad.
In the words of Murder By Death "if you can't make up your mind just how different you should be reorganize your priorities to expect more sympathy". Maybe thats not a good quote, because I don't like the part about expecting sympathy. But thats all I got. I like this next song because this is the opening to the song: This one is called Stella was a diver and she's always down. Heres the last stanza.
There's something that's invisible
There's some things you can't hide
Try to detect you when I'm sleeping
In a wave you say goodbye
Not bad, ehh? There was a song that had something about a black box in it. And I cannot for the life of me recall any of the other lyrics, the band, or title.  Well I gotta go bask in my busyness.. later.

Posted at 8:08 pm by SeaFoamGreen

The Missing Figure
July 8, 2004   01:45 PM PDT
 
Well I guess what I want to say is irrelevent now. I didn't know that anyone could make me feel this much, of anything, even while I'm struggling not to feel. I suppose that you care only beacuse you don't want me to be hurt, or at least that what you tell me. I don't believe that. I know that you hurt about something, that you won't tell me, and that hurts me too.
 

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"Gray would be the color.. if I had a heart"

"Die young and save yourself"

"And she whispers into the mirror...(I'm broken)"

"You don't see me at all"

"We don't want the loonies taking over"

"You say you read me like a book but the pages are all torn and frayed"

"Sometimes all I really wanna feel is love, sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry. Sometimes my feelings get in the way, of what I feel I really needed to say"

"We're just blind pilots, in strange planes. Back seat drivers, in dead cars"

"Counting bodies like sheep (go back to sleep) to the rhythm of the war drums "

"I wake up and think dreams are real, I sleep so I don't have to feel"

"I'm just tired of counting bodies, is this mausoleum tardy? Let's just paint you a pretty face"

"You are no good. Cause I know you can`t sleep, til you know your overbearance makes me creep"

"Your the good things. Yeah thats you, yeah thats you, yeah.

"No matter what we say, no matter what we think, we will never, will never leave this room. What are we going to do about this?"

"When I go forwards, you go backwards, somewhere we will meet"

"Tell all the boys and girls from school, to keep breaking all the rules, to let their parents know their anger"

"Squirming through cuts in a throat. Cut it! Cut it!"

"Cut out my eyes to spite my heart, wish for sleep but never stopping, assignments pile up. "

"Any fool can easy pick a hole. I only wish I could fall in"

"Never leave me paralyzed, love. Leave me hypnotized, love."

"Dancing on the corpses' ashes"

"Here I am expecting just a little bit, too much from the wounded. But I see through it all and see you."

"Now we're all the terminal cases, but were so determined to thrive. And those with defeat on their faces, are those that we must keep alive"

"Chemicals will hit you. Chemicals will knock you down"

"Gaze into her killing jar I'd sometimes stare for hours. She even poked the holes so I can breath."

"So I threw you the obvious, to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy. Oh well. Apparently nothing. You don't see me. You don't see me at all."

"Do you remember that when we met you told me this gets harder, well it did."

"I'm gonna go to sleep Let this wash all over me"

"A million nights in my silent room. I wanna learn all the right words I never knew. The saddest things I put you through. I got to hold you soon I'm asking you."

"Without you, everything falls apart. Without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces."

"I'm comfortable apart, it's all written on my chart, and I take what's given me most cooperatively. I do what people say and lie in bed all day, absolutely horrified, I hope you're satisfied."

"She ate me up for breakfast, she screwed me in a vice. But now I don't know why I feel so tongue-tied"

   

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Stuff I like:

90 Day Men
A Perfect Circle
Alkaline Trio
Anathallo
Armor For Sleep
At The Drive-In
Audiovent
Barry Manilow
Bear vs Shark
Blink-182 [the newer cd]
Brand New
The Bravery
Brazil
Bright Eyes
Broken Social Scene
Cake
Cave In
Coheed and Cambria
Coldplay
John Coltrane
Cursive
Miles Davis
Deftones
Dream Theater
Dresden Dolls
Duke Ellington
The Early November
Elliot Smith
The Faint
Fog
From Autumn to Ashes
Further Seems Forever
Gerry Mulligan
Gladiator soundtrack
Glassjaw
Godspeed You Black Emperor
Goo Goo Dolls
Heartland Jazz Orchestra
David Holsinger
Gustav Holst
Incubus
Interpol
The Junior Varsity
Ken Burns Jazz
Kenna
Kenny Garrett
Theodore Kerkezos
The Killers
Luca Brasi
Mars Volta
Modest Mouse
Mr.Bungle
Mum
Murder By Death
Muse
My Chemical Romance
Nine Inch Nails
Norah Jones
The Notwist
Oasis
Offspring (old)
Opeth
OSI
Perfect Circle
Pinback
Psapp
Q And Not U
Radiohead
Sahara Hotnights
Sevendust
Sėgur Ros
Smashing Pumpkins
Spoon
The Stills
The Strokes
Taking Back Sunday>br>Tenacious D
Thrice
Thursday
Tool
Tori Amos
The Unicorns
Yeah Yeah Yeahs


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