Force fed everytime.My tongue everytime.Why are the words nonsense?
Monday, July 12, 2004
twenty-seven
See all those people on the ground
Wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
But just for tonight
The top of the world
Sitting here wishing
The things I've become
That something is missing
Maybe I...
But what do I know
And now it seems that I have found
Nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
On My Own
Food For (boring) Thought: I always thought I didn't like The Used. It's just that I never had the CD I suppose because I know almost all of the words to about 3 or 4 of their songs. I think I didn't like them because they are "popular". *shrugs*
Kinda funny, I never knew what Sara's screen name was from. "BuRiEd MsLf ALvE". Well, durh its a Used song. You know what else is kinda funny? Saras old SN was GreenDayGirl07 or somethin like that, and Val Irogoyen's SN was GreenDayGirl52 (very similar, confused me for a while until sara got the buried myself alive one)... and Val, she just changed hers ever so reciently to xpoetictragedy52 which is another Used song. haha. Ironic, or a copycat? Way to act emo kids.
If I gave you pretty enough words
could you paint a picture of us that works
an emphasis on function rather than design
aren't you tired cause I will carry you
on a broken back and blown out knees
I have been where you are for a while.
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream
all the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night
every evening that I die.
I am exhumed just a little less human and lot more bitter and cold -
I am exhumed just a little less human and lot more bitter and cold -
I am exhumed just a little less human and lot more bitter and cold -
I am exhumed just a little less human.
After all these images of pain
Have cut right thru you
I will kiss every scar, and weep you are not alone
Then I'll show you that place, in my chest where my heart, still tries to beat
It still tries to beat.
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream
All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night
Every evening that I die.
Live, Love, Burn, Die -
Live, Love, Burn, Die -
Live, Love, Burn, Die -
Live, Love, Burn, Die.
I've always really liked that song. Lip Gloss And Black by Atreyu. Its good.
"You say you read me like a book but the pages are all torn and frayed"
"Sometimes all I really wanna feel is love, sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry. Sometimes my feelings get in the way, of what I feel I really needed to say"
"We're just blind pilots, in strange planes. Back seat drivers, in dead cars"
"Counting bodies like sheep (go back to sleep) to the rhythm of the war drums
"
"I wake up and think dreams are real,
I sleep so I don't have to feel"
"I'm just tired of counting bodies, is this mausoleum tardy? Let's just paint you a pretty face"
"You are no good. Cause I know you can`t sleep, til you know your overbearance makes me creep"
"Your the good things. Yeah thats you, yeah thats you, yeah.
"No matter what we say, no matter what we think, we will never, will never leave this room. What are we going to do about this?"
"When I go forwards, you go backwards, somewhere we will meet"
"Tell all the boys and girls from school, to keep breaking all the rules, to let their parents know their anger"
"Squirming through cuts in a throat. Cut it! Cut it!"
"Cut out my eyes to spite my heart, wish for sleep but never stopping, assignments pile up. "
"Any fool can easy pick a hole. I only wish I could fall in"
"Never leave
me paralyzed, love. Leave me hypnotized, love."
"Dancing on the corpses' ashes"
"Here I am expecting just a little bit, too much from the wounded. But I see through it all and see you."
"Now we're all the terminal cases, but were so determined to thrive. And those with defeat on their faces,
are those that we must keep alive"
"Chemicals will hit you. Chemicals will knock you down"
"Gaze into her killing jar I'd sometimes stare for hours. She even poked the holes so I can breath."
"So I threw you the obvious, to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy. Oh well. Apparently nothing. You don't see me. You don't see me at all."
"Do you remember that when we met you told me this gets harder, well it did."
"I'm gonna go to sleep
Let this wash all over me"
"A million nights in my silent room. I wanna learn all the right words I never knew. The saddest things I put you through. I got to hold you soon I'm asking you."
"Without you, everything falls apart. Without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces."
"I'm comfortable apart, it's all written on my chart, and I take what's given me most cooperatively. I do what people say and lie in bed all day, absolutely horrified, I hope you're satisfied."
"She ate me up for breakfast, she screwed me in a vice. But now I don't know why I feel so tongue-tied"
90 Day Men A Perfect Circle Alkaline Trio Anathallo Armor For Sleep At The Drive-In Audiovent Barry Manilow Bear vs Shark Blink-182 [the newer cd] Brand New The Bravery Brazil Bright Eyes Broken Social Scene Cake Cave In Coheed and Cambria Coldplay John Coltrane Cursive Miles Davis Deftones Dream Theater Dresden Dolls Duke Ellington The Early November Elliot Smith The Faint Fog From Autumn to Ashes Further Seems Forever Gerry Mulligan Gladiator soundtrack Glassjaw Godspeed You Black Emperor Goo Goo Dolls Heartland Jazz Orchestra David Holsinger Gustav Holst Incubus Interpol The Junior Varsity Ken Burns Jazz Kenna Kenny Garrett Theodore Kerkezos The Killers Luca Brasi Mars Volta Modest Mouse Mr.Bungle Mum Murder By Death Muse My Chemical Romance Nine Inch Nails Norah Jones The Notwist Oasis Offspring (old) Opeth OSI Perfect Circle Pinback Psapp Q And Not U Radiohead Sahara Hotnights Sevendust Sėgur Ros Smashing Pumpkins Spoon The Stills The Strokes Taking Back Sunday>br>Tenacious D Thrice Thursday Tool Tori Amos The Unicorns Yeah Yeah Yeahs
"Listen, strange women lying in ponds distributing swords is no basis for a system of government. Supreme executive power derives from a mandate from the masses, not from some farcical aquatic ceremony." ~Monty Python and The Holy Grail
"This is the one thing we must not say. A man who was merely a man and said the sort of things Jesus said would not be a great moral teacher. He would either be a lunatic-on a level with the man who says he is a poached egg-or else he would be the Devil of Hell. You must make your choice. Either this man was, and is, the Son of God: or else a madman or something worse. ~ C.S. Lewis
Gigging Proverb: The more you drink, the less we stink!!
"If you want to keep a friend, never criticize his family, religion, politics, or intonation."