Euphonically Disastrous

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Vacation

I'm leaving tomorrow for vacation until the 24th. I'm going to some town north of Toronto, Canada with Bryan and his family. See you in 10 days!

Posted at 2:29 pm by SeaFoamGreen
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Thursday, June 30, 2005

whatsgoingon.turnaround.stop.

Your sky falls forever. What happened to this supposed style I was trying to accomplish? I know what I want to look like but it just isn't happening. I'm not who I want to be. I'm not that person. I don't think I can be. A black hearts endeavor. I just wanna say what the fuck. But I can't. Sometimes you just have to swear and get it our of your system. Sometimes you just. Sometimes its all gloomy. Its all gloomy. everywhere. I took my gauges out a while ago... because of Bryan. He doesn't like it. He doesn't like that "style" that "fad". I like it. liked. The game of laissez-faire. I feel like I'm falling into something because what I wanted to look like never really happened for me.. I'm just in a void. Somewhere. falling. not yet disastrous. I doubt ever to the point of disaster. Havn't quite made it. I don't do anything all day. And if I want to do something I prohibit myself from doing so because I don't want to waste money. Aces in the air. I get $100 a week from work. (200 everyother week actually). And it's not enough? I spend most on gas I suppose. I guess I'll be loaded soon from my grad party. It's all just so gloomy. Your eyes stare forever. So what happens now. I want to go and have fun.. be busy.. be an 18 year old girl on summer break. Wheres my break? Wheres my summer? It's here.. its damn hot enough to be here.. but I'm wasting it. I love Bryan. I try to see him a lot. I enjoy seeing him and his family. I enjoy going to make money. I enjoy working out when I do. In the cold dry hereafter. But wheres the sanity? I want to be free. Free fallin. ha. You know what I like? Rambling when I feel strange. Feel like I'm not myself. Feel like I want to drive far away. Feel like I want to be in another reason. Another existence. But, my rambling doesn't really mean anything so don't take this too seriously. Hiding an affair. You can't take anything too seriously. Even death. Otherwise you'll be stuck in it forever. Never escaping. I had a bad dream last night. I swore was never there. Names will be not mentioned to protect my innocence. (like "names have be changed to protect the innocent" ya, I think i'm cleaver.) Last night I got home at about 2am because Bryan and I went to see "war of the worlds" (which was pretty nifty & not horrible). It was nice outside so I opened my window before falling asleep. It's over and under and over and under. Except my mom came in at who knows what time (I guess to see if I was home) while I was half asleep and she was asking me why I had my window open and I said because it's nice outside. And she was kinda scolding me but she also said "what, are you high?" because the AC was on. *shrugs* whatever mom. So I fell asleep and dreamt. In the city that never sleeps. I woke up some time in the middle of the night feeling depressed so I went to this kid house who I used to be friends with. And, as usual, they were all drinking and getting high. So I asked if I could join them but I was already "tipsy" or something. I wanted to get high. So I did, not feeling too much more that what I already was. Then one of my x-bf's was there and was really close to him. You're the creature that never wakes. And I swept his hair back from his face and it was Bryan. I was relieved, but confused because he was still my x-bf's height and hanging out with my x-bf's friends. Weird. So anyways, we were going to *clears throat* have sex, (and I have no idea how we both knew that), but I was really timid about it and kept backing away when he was gonig to kiss me because I was confused. I thought you were someone else. Then I could hear this old friend of mine's mother talking about how she was going to check in on us. So then I had a reason to sit up and back away. She started coming down.. and thats about it.

Scent of attraction
Lean in to listen
"Resurrect the dead on Jupiter" she said
Time's game is wasting
Worldwide lambasting
A billion miles away
A deadly bird of prey
Flies over and under and over

Force fed everytime
My tongue everytime
Why are the words nonsense?

Posted at 10:30 pm by SeaFoamGreen
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Monday, June 27, 2005

Love is in the air!

So I ordered these two CDs two Fridays ago (the 17th!) and it's been way too long. I got them from this random site online and I know they wouldn't jip me, but gah! I got Luca Brasi & Bear vs Shark. I've never heard of Bear vs Shark but I decided to give em' a shot because I read some stuff about them and I'm like hey, why not.

Tomorrow it looks like I'm going to copy pictures from my last shing dig. Plus Tom wants some pics of him to put on his my space so I'l copy those for him too. Considering I have nothing to do tomorrow except a class from 7-8, it seems like a good idea.

So this weekend was Bryan's sisters wedding (Katie & Jay) and it was a lot of fun. On Friday, I was invited to the "rehersal dinner" so basically since Bryan got out of work early, I got to see him at about 1pm. The rehersal was short and sweet and then we all went back to Bryans to eat dinner. That was fun too. I stayed until about 12:30. I was worried about everything that night when I got home so I didn't sleep until about 2am. Saturday morning I woke up at 830am, took a shower, ate, then went to some stores for shoes and one of those half shirts that tie in front. That was stressful and HOT! I got to Bryan's at about 1130am, then his sister Laurie, did my hair all nice. (Thanks Laurie!) We all went to the wedding and reception which was fun and beautiful. I almost cried a few times. hehe.

Tomorrow is me and Bryan's one year anniversary. Woot. Excpet we are both busy. :( poot. Well, I'm gonna run. tat

Posted at 12:53 pm by SeaFoamGreen
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Thursday, June 23, 2005

Derob

So I'm trying to look online for pictures of people with bangs that I like. I havn't been able to find anything except the stupid "model" bangs that are really discusting. I'm considering getting bangs again. I know, I know, I did it the first time and I hated it. But maybe it will be better this time lol. Who knows if I'll even go through with it. Well, I think my hair should be a lot longer to do what I want to do. But I think it will be ok even now. I just need a good hair dresser that doesnt make then an entire straight line like a freak. I was getting so irrated that even Richard Cheese was making me angry.

I went to my class today and it was only me and two other woman tonight. Worst turnout yet! I didn't go on Tuesday because I felt crappy (as I wrote about in latter entres) so I wasn't totally ready for this weeks "next level". It gets harder every week. So, since we are harder workers she (obviously) worked us pretty hard. My legs are a little sore already.

Bah. No-one is online and I am so bored. Since I do NOTHING all day besides work and hang with Bryan and sometimes my friends I DO NOTHING... it's really driving me nuts. CRAZY I TELL YOU!!! I have a book I should read. But.. meh. lol. (HIPOCRITE) Man, I was so hot before and now I'm actualy cold because the AC is on up in hiz-are! *clears throat* in here. Yes. Man even typing is boring me. I could talk about work because that was eventful. Bah. Right. Yea, I'm going to read I think. Bryan keeps telling me to come over but I'm not going to at like 9pm because it's a waste of gas practically. Plus he was hanging with Josh and Jeramy and well... I'm not a guy. Thank goodness.

So when I got home from my class I was talking to my pappy. We were saying how it's hard for us to do pushups and how our heart rates are always fast when we work out. That sucks for us. It's just runs in the family I guess. (man do I gotta piss) He was saying how he was like 190 when he was 18. But not hes like 225. Which isn't bad. He's not fat or anything, he's average for his age, yea, he's got a gut. So? And I said how I've gained weight these last few years because I've stopped growing. I think at 6foot it was about that time, lol. But I've gained love handles and it bugs the heck out of me. Even though Bryan, being a good boyfriend, says its just normal "girl fat". What an ugly phrase. lol Girl fat. Something I do not want. (Or at least not a lot of) So when I look at my handle o' love, I think "Yea, no more ice cream at work". But when I get there... GIVE ME ICE CREAM!!! Like the crazy cookie monster or something. Man. It's so tempting especially when it's sooo slow.

Well I'm done talking about myself and whatever. I'm gonna pee, then read maybe, and wait for my pookie to call me.

Posted at 10:49 pm by SeaFoamGreen
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Attack of Bryan

Bryan is over RIGHT NOW. AHH!!! And he just kissed me. He showered his stinky butt in my bathroom and ate my food. And now he will eat my Rainbow Sherbert that I bought for him. Moocher!! I'm kidding. Truly. I worked today. poopy. I smell funny right now but I don't care because my organs hurt. (I'm sure you wanted to know that lol)

Posted at 6:23 pm by SeaFoamGreen
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All About Me (Post #147)

Name on Birth Certificate: Heather Lynn Hojnacki
Better Known As: Heather

Birthday: March 4, 1987

Age: 18

Mommy's Name and Age: Lynn 45

Daddy's Name and Age: William 45

Have any brothers/sisters: one brother

What's their names and ages: Jeff 20

Shoe size: 9

Height: 6'0"

School: Illinois State University!

Grade: Freshman

-Favorites-

Color: Sea foam green (duh)

Number: 47

Letter: *shrugs*

Sport: Marching Band?

Day of the Week: Saturday (if I didn't work 12-6)

Season: Fall

Teacher: Mr. Romano

Subject: Band lol or Theory

Animal: Dog

Cereal: Basic 4?

Ice-Cream: Cookie Dough, Dulce De Laeche, Mint Chip, Black Raspberry, & Chocolate Peanut Butter. (Hey! I work at an ice cream place, leave me alone!)

TV Channel: VH1

TV Show: The 4400

Movie: Monty Python and the Holy Grail or The Matrix

Song: I've got a lovely bunch of coconuts

Sesame Street Character: The elephant dude (if I could spell his name, thats what I would write)

Rugrat: I despise Rugrats with every fiber of my being

Character Residing in 100 Acre Woods: What?
-This or That-

Real World or Road Rules: I couldn't tell you

MTV or VH1: VH1, At least they have good shows. MTV has crappy shows and even crappier music videos

Nickelodeon or Disney: Disney

Jessica Simpson or Ashlee Simpson: Ashley

Hilary Duff or Haylee Duff: Theres a Haylee?

AOL or AIM: aim, aol is for pussies

Day or Night: Night. "I live the night life"... I think thats a song

Light or Dark: in between

Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset

Crayons or Colored Pencils: crayons

Beach or Boardwalk: beach

Mall or Movies: Mall (I'll admit, I like shopping)

Boys or Girls: MEN!

-True Or False-

You'd take a bullet for a friend: If it would hit my leg or something

You'd die for love: True, if it was true love.

You'd kill for your best friend: true, hear me roar!!

You'd kiss your best friend: ture (even though I'm scared of those types of things)

All is fair in love and war: What is that exactly supposed to mean anyways?

-In the past month, have you-

Drank alcohol: not that I remember lol. no.

Smoked cigarettes: nope

Done drugs: nope

Went to a party: yea, graduation parties

Cried: yes, reciently.

Lied to your parents: um.. I don't think so *shrugs*

Got into an argument with a friend: No

Got into a fight: Not a true fight

Been to the movies: yes

Been to the mall: yes, today

Broken the law: I do everytime I drive.

Fallen in love: No. (or the corny side) Yes, everyday! *muah muah muah*

-Friends-

Who's your best friend: Bryan

Who would you choose between your best friend and all your other friends: my best friend

Who's your other friends: My dog

Would you take your family over your friends: It depends (matters) Most of the time, yes.

Do you think you will stay friends with all of your current best friends: Honestly, probably not. And I taught myself to be ok with that.

How many people do you think you'll stay friends with in 20 years: None. Only aquantinces. You lose your friends once you have you're family.

Do you trust all of your friends: 98% of the time

Can you laugh with all of your friends: yes

Do you love all of your friends: yes

-The Last-

Friend you went somewhere with: Sara

- - where'd ya go?: to her house lol

Friend you had a sleepover with: Bryan ;)

- - who's house did you sleepover?: his

Boyfriend you had: Bryan :)

Argument you had: About me ignoring him in public

IM you recieved: BuRiEd MsLf ALvE: oh heather hahaha

Word you said: "recieved"

Person that signed on: I have no idea, I'm not that creepy

TV Show you watched: The 4400

Movie you saw: Um... Indiana Jones and The Radiers Of The Lost Ark (it was on TV, George Lucas marithon!)

Song you listened to: I think it was something by The White Stripes

Thing you ate: Potato Salad (mmmmm)

Person you told you loved them: Bryan :)

-Love Life-

Single or Taken: Taken baby!

If Taken, who's your man?: My man? What if I was a guy and taking this? But I'm not... It's Bryan James Widstrand

How long: lets see.... 11 months & 25 days (T-6 days until 1 year!)

Are you in love?: yes

If Single, who do you like?:

How long have you been single?:

Do you want a boyfriend?:

Who was your first kiss?: Ed

Who was your first KiSs?: .. Is there a difference besides kiss and KiSs? Or is it just saying it more retartedly.

Have you fallen in love?: yes

With who?: Gah. It was all very confusing. I've loved and left (not lost aparently) a few. But I do love Bryan, and I believe it's different... stronger. More LOVELY DOVEY! lol

- Yes or No-

Do you believe in God?: yes

Do you love your life?: Yes, I think I do

Do you smile a lot?: Yes, doesn't eveyone? (I'll even amuse myself lol)

Do you live your life spontaneously?: Sometimes

Are you the life of the party?: lol, if everyone knows me.

Posted at 12:56 am by SeaFoamGreen
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

PUKE ALL OVER/MY SPACE!!! lol, not really

Hey. So reciently I decided to get a My Space account. And let me tell ya, it's not that exciting. I figure out how to put pictures on it and change the colors... but I only know two people who have it lol. I found some Andrew kids.. which was really strange. O well. The address is http://www.myspace.com/seafoamgreen7 if you want to check it out. *shrugs*
On Sunday after I got home from Jennys grad party I felt really crappy (I thought it was because I was arguing with Bryan & I was upset) and a half hour after he left I felt better. Then like an hour later I felt crappy again. I thought it was because I ate a lot of crap that day. BUT I worked last night like... 6-11:20pm and I felt like ass at like 8:30 for some reason. I really thought I was sick & going to throw up. But by like 11, I felt fine again. AND Like tonight, right before I was going to leave for my class I felt really crappy, but 20minutes later I felt fine again. What the crap???

Man I am so frickin bored. I can't believe I'm sitting on my ass at home.
"We like to party, we like, we like to party"

Posted at 8:19 pm by SeaFoamGreen
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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

What I did this morning.

Aw man I'm so bored. I was supposed to hang with Sara today, but she told me that she has to meet a friend for lunch and go to her house afterwards. I called her at about 12:30, asking what time should I expect her to be free and she said about 4pm. Well, it looks like I'm probably not hanging out with Sara. I woke up at 1030, and have laid out in my backyard, showered, shaved, blowdryed my hair, and ate some brunch. But now, I have nothing to do!! I wish there was a Barnes & Nobles around here because I want to chill there. Yet, I have $1 in my wallet currently. My mother decided to tell me last night that I am now responsible for paying for my saxophone lessons because "I have a job, I'm making money". Yeah, but almost half of my paychecks go to gas/food (If I'm working a 6hr shift, I need dinner!). Its bad enough that she doesn't give me money anymore for gas. A while ago I started paying for my own clothes. The thing is, I took out money from my savings account (which I did not want to do) for prom and more currently, my car falling apart. (FYI, my wheel fell off while I was on a ramp getting on the expressway. Gah!) So my goal now is to put that money back in. But its so frickin hard. Right now, I owe my sax teacher $18 (yea its 18 per lesson/week), my car is on E, I have to go buy hand weights for my class (which I am really enjoying), and get my daddy something for fathers day. Gah. Whats sad is that I don't want to leave my boring house because I'm too cheap to pay for my gas. Bryan called me during his lunch break. Yesterday I talked to him for about 10minutes because he woke up early for work, then I had work, and by the time I got out (11:15pm) he was sleeping when I called. So today he tells me that he wants to come over after he has work but I have my class from 715-815pm & I told him I'm hanging out with Sara today (which looks like its not going to happen). He told me to leave him a message telling him where he should meet me (because I said I might be in Tinley at that time). Well, I didn't want to go all the way to Tinley (gas money!) to get hand weights (because I don't know where anything is around here) but I just talked to my mom and she told me a close "sports" place. So I'm gonna head over there in a few. Also, she told me to dust the house for $10. Hey, its money, right?

I found Brazil in one of my music folders and it sounds so much like At the Drive-In, its ridiculous.

Posted at 1:10 pm by SeaFoamGreen
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Sunday, June 12, 2005

What I did tonight.

Hello again. Tonight I had work from 4pm to 10pm but they let me go at about 920pm. At about 430, I was filling the soft serve machine and I ended up pouring vanilla soft serve all over my knee. If felt really gross until it dryed.. they just stick. Eww. This kid Pete that I work with has this thing with tieing kid's spoons to the string on everyones aprons. It was really funny. He actually put one in a managers belt loop (because they don't have aprons). The other manager saw it, and made a note to tell anyone who had them tied to them. Then she said if she sees anymore, we'll have to pay for the spoons because we are wasting money. lol. (She did talk to Pete because he is the only one who does it.) So later, my brother, dad, mom, grandma and grandpa came in to "the cow". My grandpa decides to run up and said "Hello Hightower!" (a nick name I got in winter percussion by the instructors soph year) for some reason, which was kinda embarsing because I really never like that name... at all. They got their 50% off lol. I assumed that they came from my mothers concer that just got out. Later this new kid I work with came up to me and said that my grandpa said goodbye. hehe, what a dupa.
When I got off of work I called Bryan. Except I got this yelling at first so I figured he was either listening to music in his car or with his friends somewhere. Then I thought it was some people singing, then I figured it was the radio. Finally, (lol) I realized it was an awnsering machine and I'm thinking how strange it is that Bryan changed his normal answering machine message to some song. I then look at my phone and realized that I was calling Brenna. lol. You see, I don't even really look at my phone because I press the same buttons when I call him, but today I added this girl from my work so I can call her later and ask if she can switch with me so it moved everyone down on my phone list.
So I was driving and on some random street lamp pole I saw out of the corner of my eye a poster that said "BEAN BAG ___ " (the 3rd word I dont know). And I though that was very strange. Someone was selling a Bean bag? (you know, like a chair) Then about 10 minutes later I realized that if someone was selling a Bean Bag Toss (you know, the game), then that would make more sence because it is graduation party season.

I'm trying to think if anything else happened. hm... I get paid on Thursday. :D um... Bryan has his first day of work with Mr.Moller tomorrow (thats why he went to bed at like 10pm lol). I realized today that I spend ridiclous amouts of money on gas. Almost half of my paycheck goes to gas. That, is insane. I work 10 miles from my home, and my boyfriend lives 20 miles from my home. Geeze loueese. Oh, I did try playing The Sims today. I cheated (obviously) and had "1 million dollars!" (spoken like Dr.Evil), so I started building my own house... and the dumb thing froze. Grr. I really want to buy The Sims2. But it's $50 bucks... I have $20 on a gift card but I'm too cheap to spend the extra to get it. :( heh Lets see... oh! My grandma gave me $50 towards buying a pretty dress for Bryan's brother's wedding. :D That made me happy. I just remembered something else! On my moms calender in the computer she put H&B wedding. Which makes it look like Bryan and I are getting married and I was truly confused when I saw that for the first time. lol. Oh, my grandparents got my this orange office-like chair for college lol. Guess how much they got it for? 4 bucks! haha. But I kinda like it ;)

Ok I'm geting kinda tired and I can't think of anything else.

Posted at 10:57 pm by SeaFoamGreen
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What I did yesterday.

[I just sucessfully cleaned out half of my closet. Yet it still seems really crammed in there. Hmm.]

Yesterday I had work noon-6 but Mary Ann let me out at 5pm because there was nothing to do. The plan was to meet Bryan at my work at 6, then go to Ed's graduation party then to Kristin Moller's. But since Bryan wasn't going to be out until 6 still, I called Sara and she said that her, Greg, & Jen were over at Jon's (Kristins). So I drove past Ed's, saw a bunch of little kids, and went to Jon's lol. Sara told me they were leaving soon to go get the food. I told them to wait about 5 minutes for me to get there and she said ok. So I drive up and look for a parking space and guess who's driving away... Jon. What an ass. So I followed him to the place where they were getting the catering (which was really close). Jen and Sara went in to get it so I hoped in Jon's car with Greg and called Jon an ass. I went inside and it ended up that they had to put the food in my car because they couldn't fit it in Jon's. I got to Jon's before they did, and I spotted Dave so I called him over. I asked him if he remember who I was and my name too. lol. He helped me carry in the food because everyone else just walked in. (except greg helped too). So Bryan got there eventually which is super :D And he got to meet Mr. Moller who he is working for starting Monday. We ended up eating lots of food downstairs. Bryan wanted to jump on the trampoline so I joined him with Kristin and her friend Dave. Then Jon showed up and told us only one person can jump at a time. So I was walking to the end of the tramp when Jon (he was on the ground) pulled the back of me knees (so I fell on my knees) then pulled me forward, consequently scraping up my feet. Which is still really painful. Dumb kid. So anyways, we ended up playing this game called King Toad which was a lot of fun. You gotta play it! It's pretty hard though, but even the really good people still mess up so it's fair. After a while Bryan and I left. I was going to get him ice cream when I got out at 6 but since I got out at 5 I didn't get him any yet. So I went to Oberweis while Bryan went to Orland Video on 159th (because thats the better one & cheaper than Blockbuster or Hollywood) and I met up with him there. At my work there was a huge line and I saw Gary (one of the managers) leaving with a bunch of milk [it's 12:34 right now] so I told him out gay it is to be standing in this huge line and he told me to cheat by buying milk and going up to the "package items only" register. Which is cool because I was buying milk anyways. Brittney (some girl I work with) was in line before me so while I was waiting for Bryan's Rainbow Sherbet Shake and my Chocolate Banana Malt, I talked to her. So I met up with Bryan and the only movie that he saw that he wanted to see was IT. And I did not want to see a freaky movie about clowns, even though it is Stephen King. (I told myself if would read the book before I ever saw the movie.) So we looked around for a long time and finally picked Hearts In Atlantis (another Stephen King movie lol). So it was our plan to discover Lover's Lane after that, but it closed at 9pm!! What kind of store like that closes at 9? Thats crazy. So Bryan and I went back to my pad to watch the movie. I found out in the first 10min that I've seen it before but it was still good. It finished at like 12:20 and I made him go home within 10minutes because I was so tired.

Thee End

[I feel like playing The Sims.]

Posted at 12:40 pm by SeaFoamGreen
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"Gray would be the color.. if I had a heart"

"Die young and save yourself"

"And she whispers into the mirror...(I'm broken)"

"You don't see me at all"

"We don't want the loonies taking over"

"You say you read me like a book but the pages are all torn and frayed"

"Sometimes all I really wanna feel is love, sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry. Sometimes my feelings get in the way, of what I feel I really needed to say"

"We're just blind pilots, in strange planes. Back seat drivers, in dead cars"

"Counting bodies like sheep (go back to sleep) to the rhythm of the war drums "

"I wake up and think dreams are real, I sleep so I don't have to feel"

"I'm just tired of counting bodies, is this mausoleum tardy? Let's just paint you a pretty face"

"You are no good. Cause I know you can`t sleep, til you know your overbearance makes me creep"

"Your the good things. Yeah thats you, yeah thats you, yeah.

"No matter what we say, no matter what we think, we will never, will never leave this room. What are we going to do about this?"

"When I go forwards, you go backwards, somewhere we will meet"

"Tell all the boys and girls from school, to keep breaking all the rules, to let their parents know their anger"

"Squirming through cuts in a throat. Cut it! Cut it!"

"Cut out my eyes to spite my heart, wish for sleep but never stopping, assignments pile up. "

"Any fool can easy pick a hole. I only wish I could fall in"

"Never leave me paralyzed, love. Leave me hypnotized, love."

"Dancing on the corpses' ashes"

"Here I am expecting just a little bit, too much from the wounded. But I see through it all and see you."

"Now we're all the terminal cases, but were so determined to thrive. And those with defeat on their faces, are those that we must keep alive"

"Chemicals will hit you. Chemicals will knock you down"

"Gaze into her killing jar I'd sometimes stare for hours. She even poked the holes so I can breath."

"So I threw you the obvious, to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy. Oh well. Apparently nothing. You don't see me. You don't see me at all."

"Do you remember that when we met you told me this gets harder, well it did."

"I'm gonna go to sleep Let this wash all over me"

"A million nights in my silent room. I wanna learn all the right words I never knew. The saddest things I put you through. I got to hold you soon I'm asking you."

"Without you, everything falls apart. Without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces."

"I'm comfortable apart, it's all written on my chart, and I take what's given me most cooperatively. I do what people say and lie in bed all day, absolutely horrified, I hope you're satisfied."

"She ate me up for breakfast, she screwed me in a vice. But now I don't know why I feel so tongue-tied"



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Stuff I like:

90 Day Men
A Perfect Circle
Alkaline Trio
Anathallo
Armor For Sleep
At The Drive-In
Audiovent
Barry Manilow
Bear vs Shark
Blink-182 [the newer cd]
Brand New
The Bravery
Brazil
Bright Eyes
Broken Social Scene
Cake
Cave In
Coheed and Cambria
Coldplay
John Coltrane
Cursive
Miles Davis
Deftones
Dream Theater
Dresden Dolls
Duke Ellington
The Early November
Elliot Smith
The Faint
Fog
From Autumn to Ashes
Further Seems Forever
Gerry Mulligan
Gladiator soundtrack
Glassjaw
Godspeed You Black Emperor
Goo Goo Dolls
Heartland Jazz Orchestra
David Holsinger
Gustav Holst
Incubus
Interpol
The Junior Varsity
Ken Burns Jazz
Kenna
Kenny Garrett
Theodore Kerkezos
The Killers
Luca Brasi
Mars Volta
Modest Mouse
Mr.Bungle
Mum
Murder By Death
Muse
My Chemical Romance
Nine Inch Nails
Norah Jones
The Notwist
Oasis
Offspring (old)
Opeth
OSI
Perfect Circle
Pinback
Psapp
Q And Not U
Radiohead
Sahara Hotnights
Sevendust
Sìgur Ros
Smashing Pumpkins
Spoon
The Stills
The Strokes
Taking Back Sunday>br>Tenacious D
Thrice
Thursday
Tool
Tori Amos
The Unicorns
Yeah Yeah Yeahs

"Listen, strange women lying in ponds distributing swords is no basis for a system of government. Supreme executive power derives from a mandate from the masses, not from some farcical aquatic ceremony."
~Monty Python and The Holy Grail

"This is the one thing we must not say. A man who was merely a man and said the sort of things Jesus said would not be a great moral teacher. He would either be a lunatic-on a level with the man who says he is a poached egg-or else he would be the Devil of Hell. You must make your choice. Either this man was, and is, the Son of God: or else a madman or something worse.”
~ C.S. Lewis

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"If you want to keep a friend, never criticize his family, religion, politics, or intonation."

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