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Tuesday, July 20, 2004
Cherry pits are much better than plum pits
Sunday, July 18th, 11pm: So today is what... Sunday? I had work Friday, that was fun. I worked dining room... which is picking up peoples crap they left on the tables, wiping down the tables, windex-ing the coolers, pulling items to the front of the coolers, emptying the garbage, and making sure the bathroom is clean and has paper towels ect. Its not fun at night because the line is to the door.. so when someone is done with their ice cream, i have to get the table ready really quick cuz there is always someone looking to sit down.
Ugh. I have to call Bryan. To be continued.
Tuesday, July 20th, 11am:
I know I said to be continued, but Bryan talked for a while and by then it was like 1am, so I just went to bed. Hm… my cable went out so for right now I’m writing this on a word document because I know I’ll be too lazy later to do it. I woke up from the phone ringing a little while ago, more like sprang out of bed because it scared the crap out of me, but nonetheless, I awoke. I’m now eating the crumbs for a box of Frosted Mini-Wheats and (of course) drinking tea. O yeah! So anyways.
Friday- Well I told Jill a few days eariler that I was going to play Tennis with her on friday, but I woke up and went online Friday, and I was in a chatroom with a buncha saxes in a chatroom (yes, dorky) and I decided to get the sax t-shirts done that day.(I wrote about it already in past entrees) So I couldn't play tennis. That was just FYI. So anyways... (Hm.. where was I...) *clears throat*(reads section above) oh yes, so at one point during my shift some kid spilt chocolate milk all of the floor (where are the parents??) and i had to mop it up of course. Later that night another little kid (parents were sitting right there and didnt even say "sorry about that" or nothin, as they usualy do) spilt water all of the floor in the same spot, which i had to mop up (we have two mops, and after u use them they just hang there so i used the 2nd mop for the water) which isn't bad because if it was sticky from the chocolate milk, then the water can "clean" it in a way. (i don't know lol) What is weird is how many people asked me questions that night. Because I am walking around the area where people eat and stand in line, I usually get a few questions about the ice cream or whatever. But friday night i got about 15. I remember one in detail. *clears throat* There was this black lady standing in line with 2 tubs of butter pecan ice cream, and i told her that if thats all she is buying she can go to the package items line and just pay there. She said no, she was waiting with her friend, then continued to ask me if there was any pints of butter pecan. When this lady turned to look at me, she had a perfectly normal voice, but her hair looked like it hadn't been combed for about 2 years, by the funky colors she was wearing i guessed she must shop at goodwill (there nothing wrong with that!), and the main thing was that her left earlobe looked like it was cut into pieces... it was like hangin' there (almost like she had a buncha earrings and someone ripped them out). nasty. anyways, later that night, while checking the bathrooms for stocks of toliet paper, paper towels, the mirror is clean.. i came across urine... EVERYWHERE.. in the mens bathroom. Oh was that fun. So I got the mop that i moped up the water with (still very wet, i realized later) and headed to the bathroom with a wet floor sign. It smelled so bad! (well of course it would) One of those little kids that weren't being watched by their parents probably went to the bathroom alone and couldn't control his piss. You could tell it was an attempt to use the urinal. Well that was nasty. So I cleaned up dining room at the end of my shift, and it was all good and well in the end... at least I didn't smell like ice cream. O yea, Marinas party was this day and I couldn't go cuz I had work(obvsouly). I told people instead of going to a party, I had to mop up urine. hehe So true.
Saturday I woke up at about … 530am because I just so happened to have band practice from 7am-1pm (I don’t know why he just didn’t make it like 3-9 or something more when I’m alive). Around 10am or so it started pouring for about 5 minutes, obviously we all became soaked, but it was amusing. We started doing drill, like 6 pages, but it was fun(thats when it started pouring, pretty cool)! So after practice I went online and desperately wanted to play tennis so I harassed Jill (to make up for not being able to Friday). She finally got up and we played tennis at some park by her grandma’s house (don’t ask why we went all the way out there lol). That was enternaining because we could hit the ball, yes, but running to the other side of the court so hit it again.. I think not! Another thing, I got sun burnt from the end of band and tennis! What the dillio? So after that I went home because Jill & Peter were going to make dinner for Greg & Sara at Peter's house. How cute *makes throwing up noises*. You people sicken me!! hehe So I called Bryan and he was "in the neighborhood" retrieving something his friends GF stole from him haha. So we hung out, considered bashing thoses couples dinner crap, but didn't. Went to Barnes and Nobles, hung around. Later that night once i kicked him out lol, I went to this kid Jason's (Cindy’s friend from TNT) grad party cuz he invited me and Cindy said I should go too. Well I got there and felt totally out of place, because I know these people, but I only know them because Cindy talks about them all the time. She got out of work early and came over, then I still felt totally ignored & plus I was really tired. So I left.
Sunday I woke up late because I was so tired from Saturday with MB and all. Well, I basically did nothing all day (I think...) for no reason. Lol I had work at 6pm so it was pointless for me to call anyone. I was going to call Nathan because I promised I would and he’s a cool kid, but there wasn’t a lot of time. I like sleep anyways, hehe. So I went to work Sunday night 6-close, which is about 1030. I got to be a runner on drive(making orders for the people that come in the drive-thru), and this cool girl was the casheer so that was cool. And the guys that were working that night were singing old boy bands songs or like weird oldies, and even some christmas carols the last hour or so. It was really funny, even though the manager kept threatening to write these two up (she didn't heh) because there were so many orders on fountain (the main registers orders go to fountain) that were getting backed up cuz these guys were goofin off. Oh yea, I got there a little early before my shift so I can write down the days I have to take off (marching band comps) and I also wrote that after a certain date I can work Wednesdays (I have clarinet choir) and I can work Mondays now. So it looks like I'm gonna be getin more hours (funny cuz I wanted to quit reciently). Monday I got to go to Chicago!! I had my sax lesson @ 9am, I drove past my house before I went home (Ya!) and got home about 1015. So I got ready. Bryan, Sara, Marina, and Sam (marinas friend) met at my household at about noon twenty/thirty. We took the 12:44pm train. That was amusing because I made fun of Bryan acting like a little kid the whole time (you cant take him anywhere! hehe). Well we got to Chicago, we then found the red-line and took that up to Gregs condo. The L (red line) was cool cuz i've never been on one before, and its really hard to try and stand up while its moving and stopping hehe. Well, I'm gonna try to make this short and sweet cuz I could write about it forever. We met Greg and Nathan (Ya for hangin out with nathan!) at Gregs house, we went to H&M (pretty nifty store), we attempted to go to Urban Outfitters but Greg took us the wrong way and we had to walk back so we just ate some pizza at some place before returning to his "pad", we saw a few hobos hehe, we got to Gregs and went to the beach, the water was cold so I didn't go in. Nathan, Greg, Sara and Marina did but they basically went out until their shoulders, stood there for 10 minutes talking, and came back. Then we swam in Gregs pool which was like 10 degrees warmer. I jumped in about 20 times cuz it was fun and kept me warm. Marina and Sam left because they had to be home b4 dark, Bryan didnt bring his bathing suit so he just acted like Bryan climbing up the fence and chasing dragon flys. Then we went to Navy Pier to go on the ferris wheel. Yea, $5! I've been on it a few times before, and plus it was overcast so it wasn't very exciting... I want to go on it when its dark (its open until 10pm).. i've always wanted to see the city all lit up.. but my parents dont want me down there at night, go figure. We ate at McDonalds, then Bryan and I took a cab back to the station for the 8:44pm train home. Bryan chilled at my house for a while while my mom talked to herself.. i mean us.. then she kicked him out cuz she wanted to go to bed around 1030. Nathan and Sara were going to take the 9:44 i believe, but it broke hehe, so they took the 10:44 and got home at like 12. hehe. I had a good day. :D
Tuesday, well thats today. I wrote this and it took forever because my internet keeps dying.. like right now it is. So i'm gonna have to wait to post this. Grr. I was online for a while, but then... stupid cable. So today consists of.. going to the sports station to check and see if they made the thingy for the sax t-shirts ok, giving a lesson at school at 230, going to the section leader meeting 3-4, then MB 5-8 [its hot out :( ], then maybe Buffalo Wild Wings (BW3s.. or BWW) after (not sure if i want to spend the money). Well, later folks. I won't post for a while unless something cool happens. And I'll only post one lyric Brenna ;)
"8675309" - Tommy Tutone? who knows... some 80s one hit wonder (I was singing that in Chicago and aparently it was getting annoying. hehe)
Friday, July 16, 2004
Finally did Sax t-shirts. Yup.. my escapade today was buying 24 black t-shirts, getting the design for the
front and the back done, & turning it into the dudes that can do it in a week (band camp is in a week and
2 days). Total cost: $288. yup. So I better be getting paid back you little jerks. hehe. Well I got dumb
work soon, and I can't go to Marinas party, so I'll leave you with a thought of the day or something.
I thought this was funny. It's from Brenna's blog from July 7th.
" However, I have stayed updated on the blogs of the rest of the group. Greg tells half of his stories with
cague detail, Jill hasn't updated sinve her boo came home (or since I got home for that matter), Sara
switched to Xanga (ppsshhh we all got idssed gurl), Heather just quotes songs all the time, Peter is amish
and doesn't believe in the power of blogificationism, Marina has a Brit for a boy toy so what does she
need a blog for? "He softly put his Brit hands over my American shoulders and then we spoke sweet
nothings to eachother with wicked weird accents and I couldn't understand anything that he was saying
because I don't know what a "bloody wanker" is and he didn't understand what I was saying because
he just looked into my deep American eyes and started to realize that not all American girls are super
models. (Like every Euro boy does)" Trust me, none of us need to be hearing that, and Bryan never talks
about his damn day! It's always, "And I felt a cool southern breeze on the tip of my face. But it wasn't my
face, it was just the shadow of my Indian grandfather who's kindred spirt is now among the doves- the
doves which are you and I. And now, because of his spirit and his love for begetarians, you, my dove,
can finally be with me." or some sentimental crap like that. Granted, I do the same, but it would be nice
to hear- "Yeah, so I went out to Tinley today, saw a movie with the gang, ate popcorn, sucked face
with my girlfriend, and went home a happy boy." It would be nice if a life was that easy... Too bad it's not. "
What? I do not quote songs all the time!! :oP
(It's just my thing, yo)
Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal
And you never had a chance
Love it, or leave it, you can't understand
A pretty face, but you do so carry on, and on, and on
I wouldn't front the scene if you payed me
I'm just the way that the doctor made me, on,
and on, and on, and on
Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door
What's life like, bleeding on the floor, the floor, the floor
You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to beleive
[Chorus:]
So give me all you poison And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts And make me ill
You're running after something That you'll never kill
If this is what you want Then fire at will
Preach all you want, but who's gonna save me?
I keep a gun on the book that you gave me, hallelujah, lock and load
Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpeant sun
Beneath the mark of the scar that makes you run,
and run, and run, and run
You'll never make me leave I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe
[Chorus]
You'll never make me leave I wear this on my sleeve
You wanna follow something Give me a better cause to lead
Just give me what I need Give me a reason to beleive
[Chorus x2]
So give me all your poison And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts And make me ill
You're running after something That you'll never kill
If this is what you want Then fire at will
My Chemical Romance - Thank You For The Venom
And I call you off the run
Singing songs that make you slit your wrist
It isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun
So I won't stop dying, won't stop lying
If you want i'll keep on crying
Did you get what you deserve?
Is this what you always want me for?
My Chemical Romance - Cemetery Drive
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
DCI = marching band on steroids
Modest Mouse is so frickin cool. I DLed about... 17 of their songs. So great, I love all of them. When I go to buy one of their CDs I won't know which one to pick.
I was downloading fonts so I could have some cool ones for our section shirts this year, and I found one called Zoltan. It definetly strikes a bell.. I think its the Gunlinger(Roland)'s pet bird as a boy. Maybe. *shrugs*
I don't have anything to say. lol I thought I did. o well, sucks to be you guys reading this. :P
Chow'
PS ~ I love DCI :)
"On the way to god don't know
My brain's the burger and my heart's the coal
I'm trying to get my head clear
I push things out through my mouth i get refilled through my ears
On this life that we call home the years go fast and the days go so slow"
Modest Mouse - Heart Cooks Brain
"We're goin' down the road towards tiny cities made of ashes
Gonna hit you on the face gonna punch you in your glasses. Oh no!
I just got a message that said "Yeah hell is freezin' over"
I Got a phone call from the Lord sayin' "Hey boy get a sweater. Right now"
So we're drinkin' drinkin' drinkin' drinkin' coca-coca-cola
I can feel it rollin' right on down, Oh right on down my throat
And as we're headed down the road towards tiny cities made of ashes
I'm gonna get dressed up in plastic gonna shake hands with the masses. Oh no!
Does anybody know a way that a body could get away?
Does anybody know a way?"
Modest Mouse - Tiny Cities Made Of Ashes
"Polar opposites don't push away
It's the same on the weekends as the rest of the days
And I know I should go but I'll probably stay
And that's all you can do about some things
I'm trying to drink away the part of the day
That I cannot sleep away"
Modest Mouse - Polar Opposites
"Sometimes all I really want to feel is love
Sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry
Sometimes my feelings get in the way
Of what I really feel I needed to say"
Modest Mouse - Edit The Sad Parts
Monday, July 12, 2004
See all those people on the ground
Wasting time
I try to hold it all inside
But just for tonight
The top of the world
Sitting here wishing
The things I've become
That something is missing
Maybe I...
But what do I know
And now it seems that I have found
Nothing at all
I want to hear your voice out loud
Slow it down
Without it all
I'm choking on nothing
It's clear in my head
And I'm screaming for something
Knowing nothing is better than knowing at all
On My Own
Food For (boring) Thought: I always thought I didn't like The Used. It's just that I never had the CD I suppose because I know almost all of the words to about 3 or 4 of their songs. I think I didn't like them because they are "popular". *shrugs*
Kinda funny, I never knew what Sara's screen name was from. "BuRiEd MsLf ALvE". Well, durh its a Used song. You know what else is kinda funny? Saras old SN was GreenDayGirl07 or somethin like that, and Val Irogoyen's SN was GreenDayGirl52 (very similar, confused me for a while until sara got the buried myself alive one)... and Val, she just changed hers ever so reciently to xpoetictragedy52 which is another Used song. haha. Ironic, or a copycat? Way to act emo kids.
If I gave you pretty enough words
could you paint a picture of us that works
an emphasis on function rather than design
aren't you tired cause I will carry you
on a broken back and blown out knees
I have been where you are for a while.
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream
all the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night
every evening that I die.
I am exhumed just a little less human and lot more bitter and cold -
I am exhumed just a little less human and lot more bitter and cold -
I am exhumed just a little less human and lot more bitter and cold -
I am exhumed just a little less human.
After all these images of pain
Have cut right thru you
I will kiss every scar, and weep you are not alone
Then I'll show you that place, in my chest where my heart, still tries to beat
It still tries to beat.
Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream
All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night
Every evening that I die.
Live, Love, Burn, Die -
Live, Love, Burn, Die -
Live, Love, Burn, Die -
Live, Love, Burn, Die.
I've always really liked that song. Lip Gloss And Black by Atreyu. Its good.
The coldness (Bi-Polar)
What an evil thing. It's always around me, like a curse. It is a curse. The spell to reverse it, I have yet to find. My feelings are always dampered with the knowing of this cold. It will come for me again. The cold leaves at night, when I cry. I don't even stop to remember that it will come back again in the morning. A slap in the face to the ones who listen. I wake up refreshed, as if glad to be awakened from a bad dream. I throw my blanket of sorrow and pain off and start anew.
The fakeness
Something that I always must hold close, when I hate it so much. Everyday things are such a chore when I cannot be myself. Saying hello to people I know as they pass, putting on that fake smile that can look so real. I'll admit, the happiness I share in a good time is real, for the most part. Everyone hates holding back, knowing what they want to say will get them a slap in the face. I must put on this act for almost everyone that I communicate with. It is a good thing to have, yet is painfull.
The fear
What does one really have to be scared of? Rejection, resentment, pain, loneliness, yourself... These can all be overcome. Yes, I fear all of these things as well as most people do. I don't say that for me it's different, you'll never understand... because I'm not that naive. Everyone has fears that they will never say, they are too bold to admit them. As for me, I fear myself most of all. What happens in my mind, and how I effect other people I have always come to fear. This goes hand in hand with my Bi-polarness. I affect all of my fears, and I create them. That is why I fear myself the most. Rejection I can live with, as for loneliness... I don't know. In the past 4 years I have never been completly alone. Close, but there was always someone there. It will be hard, but I want to experience this type of fear the most because maybe then, I can overcome it. Then, I will be able to experience the happiness & selflessness I have never had.
Saturday, July 10, 2004
Time to paint my fingernails black. ha.
Gah.
Yea... so now what.
I'm pathetic.
Dreaming lightly on your own.
I wouldn't mind you being alone
Nothing here has been the same
Ever since this winter came
Seized the engine in my heart
And the cold could break my soul apart
Frozen on my knees I pray
Love with melt this all away
Dreaming lightly on my own
I wouldn't mind to be alone
I'm freezing...
Dreaming lightly on your own
I wouldn't mind you being alone
Thought I may have spoke too soon
Now confusing fogs the moon
Dying for a yes or no
Life is full of maybe so's
Anything to break the ice
Love would more than just suffice
Dreaming lightly on my own
I wouldn't mind to be alone
I'm freezing
Sea Frost ~ Cave-In
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Why do girls have to be so damn confusing? (La De Da)
This broken city sky like butane on my skin
and stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here
And in this moment we can't close the lids on burning eyes
Our memories blanket us with friends we know like fallout vapor
Steel corpses stretch out towards and ending sun scorched and black
It reaches in and rips your flesh apart
With ice cold hands and grabs a hold of your heart
That was part of "Skylines and Turnstiles" by My Chemical Romance. In the process of looking for lyrics. I came across another My Chemical Romance song (both from "I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love") that totally would of worked like... 2 months ago. This is "Early Sunsets Over Monroeville".
But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
And would anything matter if you're already dead?
And now should I be shocked, by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
And our memories defeat us,
And I'll end this direst.
Next up on the ticket, once again My Chemical Romance (this is from the new CD, "Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge") with "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"
I like this one especially because I'm a moody (emo) girl. :P
Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
The photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second story?
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, yeah
(I'm okay, yeah)
wish you were really hear listening to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I realize I'm okay!
(Trust me.)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
I think everyone should listen to music... good music. Like Interpol, they are pretty funky. I like. I'm gonna attempt to be abstract now. ha
Why does all of my happiness have a underlining state of depression? Like those optical illusions, once you find it, you cannot be distracted into seeing the happiness that was the original picture. Thinking is contagious and for me, always bad.
In the words of Murder By Death "if you can't make up your mind just how different you should be reorganize your priorities to expect more sympathy". Maybe thats not a good quote, because I don't like the part about expecting sympathy. But thats all I got. I like this next song because this is the opening to the song: This one is called Stella was a diver and she's always down. Heres the last stanza.
There's something that's invisible
There's some things you can't hide
Try to detect you when I'm sleeping
In a wave you say goodbye
Not bad, ehh? There was a song that had something about a black box in it. And I cannot for the life of me recall any of the other lyrics, the band, or title. Well I gotta go bask in my busyness.. later.
Saturday, July 03, 2004
Doctor doctor wont you fix me?
It's bugging me, grating me
And twisting me around
Yeah I'm endlessly caving in
And turning inside out
'Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control
It's holding me, morphing me
And forcing me to strive
To be endlessly cold within
And dreaming I'm alive
'Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking down
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control
And I want you now
I want you now
I'll feel my heart implode
And I'm breaking out
Escaping now
Feeling my faith erode
Muse~Hysteria
Its driving me crazy.. I'm trying to find this song I had on in my car that totally reminded me of Bryan, but I can't find it now. ugh. I got this one which is good.. but not the one I'm looking for. Gah! I can't sleep until I find it! lol
So everyone is going to Chicago tomorrow.. actually like 6 hours... except me. It sucks. But my grandparents 50th wedding anniversity party is here tomorrow..er.. today... and my cousins are coming in from Ohio. So that should be exciting. The party will just about die about 7 or 8. Everyone will be gone by then.. so its 3pm-8pm basically. Way to be in the middle of my day. *sigh* And on the 4th of July I work! So i cant see my friends & do all the fun stuff with them until like 1030 :( It makes me sad. So depressing lately... I was really considering walking out of work today and driving to Lansing. Maybe I'll quit... naw... cuz I know i'd regret it later. Blah. I miss Bryan. :( g'nite.
Thursday, July 01, 2004
Love,
Heather :)
P.S- hehehehehehehehehe
 
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
Dreams do come true... literally.
Man.. i was in a good mood, and now look.
I told my parents over "dinner" that on the 4th my friends are spending the night at brennas after the fireworks. so my dad said "i dont think you should go sleep over at brennas after the 4th because u get this notion that u can stay out all night". i looked confused and my mom said "u did that once before".
yea. so im like "ok, i couldnt go see spider man, i cant even see the fireworks on the 4th cuz im working til 1130, and i can't go with all of my friends to chicago to see greg on the 3rd."
Blah.
Meat Wildstorm: Tell your mom that if you can't go to brennas you're gonna ditch Clarinet Choir :D
ha, like that would work
SeaFoamGreen87: i'm gonna go if they let me or not
SeaFoamGreen87: i'm tired of missing out
Meat Wildstorm: ok ill make sure they know its my fault
Meat Wildstorm: Ill kidnap you
.... my mom just came downstairs. she asked if i was going to clarinet choir and i used the "only if i can go to brennas". "when?" "4th of july" "yea i guess, as long as if i like call there u will be there". "yea of course"
*shrugs*
looks like another pointless blog
[hehe]
(As for the title... it has nothing to do with this blog. its just too personal and cute/mushy to put in here ;o) but I'm a very, very happy girl. This much)
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"Gray would be the color.. if I had a heart"
"Die young and save yourself"
"And she whispers into the mirror...(I'm broken)"
"You don't see me at all"
"We don't want the loonies taking over"
"You say you read me like a book but the pages are all torn and frayed"
"Sometimes all I really wanna feel is love, sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry. Sometimes my feelings get in the way, of what I feel I really needed to say"
"We're just blind pilots, in strange planes. Back seat drivers, in dead cars"
"Counting bodies like sheep (go back to sleep) to the rhythm of the war drums
"
"I wake up and think dreams are real,
I sleep so I don't have to feel"
"I'm just tired of counting bodies, is this mausoleum tardy? Let's just paint you a pretty face"
"You are no good. Cause I know you can`t sleep, til you know your overbearance makes me creep"
"Your the good things. Yeah thats you, yeah thats you, yeah.
"No matter what we say, no matter what we think, we will never, will never leave this room. What are we going to do about this?"
"When I go forwards, you go backwards, somewhere we will meet"
"Tell all the boys and girls from school, to keep breaking all the rules, to let their parents know their anger"
"Squirming through cuts in a throat. Cut it! Cut it!"
"Cut out my eyes to spite my heart, wish for sleep but never stopping, assignments pile up. "
"Any fool can easy pick a hole. I only wish I could fall in"
"Never leave
me paralyzed, love. Leave me hypnotized, love."
"Dancing on the corpses' ashes"
"Here I am expecting just a little bit, too much from the wounded. But I see through it all and see you."
"Now we're all the terminal cases, but were so determined to thrive. And those with defeat on their faces,
are those that we must keep alive"
"Chemicals will hit you. Chemicals will knock you down"
"Gaze into her killing jar I'd sometimes stare for hours. She even poked the holes so I can breath."
"So I threw you the obvious, to see what occurs behind the eyes of a fallen angel, eyes of a tragedy. Oh well. Apparently nothing. You don't see me. You don't see me at all."
"Do you remember that when we met you told me this gets harder, well it did."
"I'm gonna go to sleep
Let this wash all over me"
"A million nights in my silent room. I wanna learn all the right words I never knew. The saddest things I put you through. I got to hold you soon I'm asking you."
"Without you, everything falls apart. Without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces."
"I'm comfortable apart, it's all written on my chart, and I take what's given me most cooperatively. I do what people say and lie in bed all day, absolutely horrified, I hope you're satisfied."
"She ate me up for breakfast, she screwed me in a vice. But now I don't know why I feel so tongue-tied"
Stuff I like:
90 Day Men
A Perfect Circle
Alkaline Trio
Anathallo
Armor For Sleep
At The Drive-In
Audiovent
Barry Manilow
Bear vs Shark
Blink-182 [the newer cd]
Brand New
The Bravery
Brazil
Bright Eyes
Broken Social Scene
Cake
Cave In
Coheed and Cambria
Coldplay
John Coltrane
Cursive
Miles Davis
Deftones
Dream Theater
Dresden Dolls
Duke Ellington
The Early November
Elliot Smith
The Faint
Fog
From Autumn to Ashes
Further Seems Forever
Gerry Mulligan
Gladiator soundtrack
Glassjaw
Godspeed You Black Emperor
Goo Goo Dolls
Heartland Jazz Orchestra
David Holsinger
Gustav Holst
Incubus
Interpol
The Junior Varsity
Ken Burns Jazz
Kenna
Kenny Garrett
Theodore Kerkezos
The Killers
Luca Brasi
Mars Volta
Modest Mouse
Mr.Bungle
Mum
Murder By Death
Muse
My Chemical Romance
Nine Inch Nails
Norah Jones
The Notwist
Oasis
Offspring (old)
Opeth
OSI
Perfect Circle
Pinback
Psapp
Q And Not U
Radiohead
Sahara Hotnights
Sevendust
Sìgur Ros
Smashing Pumpkins
Spoon
The Stills
The Strokes
Taking Back Sunday>br>Tenacious D
Thrice
Thursday
Tool
Tori Amos
The Unicorns
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
"Listen, strange women lying in ponds distributing swords is no basis for a system of government. Supreme executive power derives from a mandate from the masses, not from some farcical aquatic ceremony."
~Monty Python and The Holy Grail
"This is the one thing we must not say. A man who was merely a man and said the sort of things Jesus said would not be a great moral teacher. He would either be a lunatic-on a level with the man who says he is a poached egg-or else he would be the Devil of Hell. You must make your choice. Either this man was, and is, the Son of God: or else a madman or something worse.”
~ C.S. Lewis
Gigging Proverb: The more you drink, the less we stink!!
"If you want to keep a friend, never criticize his family, religion, politics, or intonation."
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