Holy shit! I can't believe that this blog is still alive.  I guess I never deleted it so here it is, just hangin' out.  So, the reason I searched long and hard to find this thing is because I was reading some stuff I saved on my computer from way the hella long time ago.  When I was all depressed and whatever.  Those were some trying times.  In retrospect, I was insane.  haha Well it's not that I was insane, it's just that I was almost gullible and not in a good situation.  I aparently hated myself, was confused and lost all the time, and really depressed.  Well, honestly I do remember it, but not completely until I read those entrees.  I bet some of them are still on here, not that I want to spend 3 hours of my day just to do that.

But anyway, I think I might start writing again.  It's good to get shit off your chest etc.  I could use an outlet for my frustrations.  Like for example, the amount of work I have to do.  Right now I have a C&I paper, C&I group project, C&I paper on observations, a Geo test, Music History paper, and practicing for my recital to work on. Phew.  How daunting.  And I'm so lazy and slow.  I hate doing homework and when I think about all the things I have to do I get discouraged and upset, so I don't do anything.  Like right now, It's sunday and it's almost 1pm and I've done nothing except recover from a hangover.

On the upside of all this, I had a good night last night.  I went to Brewhas with Pat and some of his friend and actually had a really good time.  Maybe I threw back a few too many, but it was fun.  AND I haven't spent the money that I aim to save.  Since I give lessons, I get some mad cash and usually end up spending it.  I have saved the amount I wanted to this week!!  And I've decided to put it in an empty kleenex box so that I can't see it and count it every time. haha

Well, I'm going to study for Geography. chow