I swear, I feel like I'm in high school again.  Parents yelling at me?  That is sooooo teenage years.  Well, it still makes me feel like I'm a teenager.  Getting all moody and depressed.  Thats probably why I came to this blog thing.  Remind me of the not so great times, high school.  Don't get me wrong, I did love high school but I was so damn depressed most of the time.  I felt "so alone" and awkward.  I really did feel alone, really alone.  When you cry to yourself and have no-one to really open up to (except the person/people who made you cry of course).  Thats why it's good to have really awesome friends, or a guy who won't make you feel like shit (Patrick). 

An ex-boyfriend of mine got married this month.  I'm not sure what to think/feel.  I don't really care, but the reasons for his marriage are bogus.  He's changed since I've dated him and thats ok.  And I realized a long time ago it wouldn't have worked out anyways.

Someone near and dear to me asked me the other day, "so, when do you want to get married?"  Wah?  Wasn't sure if he was taking about us or in general.  I just kept saying "you've got to be kidding me, you didn't just ask me that" as we were walking to a friends place.  Looking back, what he really meant to say was "when in your life would be a good time for you to get married. What are your plans?"  Not, "when do you want to get married?"  It was kinda funny.  But kinda awesome.  I asked him, "married to you?"  And he said "well... yeah.":   Thats kinda awesome

(I'm glad this ended well)