It's bugging me, grating me
And twisting me around
Yeah I'm endlessly caving in
And turning inside out
'Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control
It's holding me, morphing me
And forcing me to strive
To be endlessly cold within
And dreaming I'm alive
'Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking down
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control
And I want you now
I want you now
I'll feel my heart implode
And I'm breaking out
Escaping now
Feeling my faith erode
Muse~Hysteria
Its driving me crazy.. I'm trying to find this song I had on in my car that totally reminded me of Bryan, but I can't find it now. ugh. I got this one which is good.. but not the one I'm looking for. Gah! I can't sleep until I find it! lol
So everyone is going to Chicago tomorrow.. actually like 6 hours... except me. It sucks. But my grandparents 50th wedding anniversity party is here tomorrow..er.. today... and my cousins are coming in from Ohio. So that should be exciting. The party will just about die about 7 or 8. Everyone will be gone by then.. so its 3pm-8pm basically. Way to be in the middle of my day. *sigh* And on the 4th of July I work! So i cant see my friends & do all the fun stuff with them until like 1030 :( It makes me sad. So depressing lately... I was really considering walking out of work today and driving to Lansing. Maybe I'll quit... naw... cuz I know i'd regret it later. Blah. I miss Bryan. :( g'nite.
