Entry: Why do girls have to be so damn confusing? (La De Da) Wednesday, July 07, 2004



This broken city sky like butane on my skin
and stolen from my eyes
Hello Angel tell me where are you
Tell me where we go from here

And in this moment we can't close the lids on burning eyes
Our memories blanket us with friends we know like fallout vapor
Steel corpses stretch out towards and ending sun scorched and black
It reaches in and rips your flesh apart
With ice cold hands and grabs a hold of your heart

That was part of "Skylines and Turnstiles" by My Chemical Romance. In the process of looking for lyrics. I came across another My Chemical Romance song (both from "I Brought You My Bullets, You Brought Me Your Love") that totally would of worked like... 2 months ago.  This is "Early Sunsets Over Monroeville".

But does anyone notice?
But does anyone care?
And if I had the guts to put this to your head...
And would anything matter if you're already dead?
And now should I be shocked, by the last thing you said?
Before I pull this trigger,
Your eyes vacant and stained...
And in saying you loved me,
Made things harder at best,
And these words changing nothing
As your body remains,
And there's no room in this hell,
There's no room in the next,
And our memories defeat us,
And I'll end this direst.

Next up on the ticket, once again My Chemical Romance (this is from the new CD, "Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge") with "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"
I like this one especially because I'm a moody (emo) girl.  :P

Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
The photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second story?

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, yeah
(I'm okay, yeah)

wish you were really hear listening to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I realize I'm okay!
(Trust me.)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

I think everyone should listen to music... good music. Like Interpol, they are pretty funky. I like. I'm gonna attempt to be abstract now. ha
Why does all of my happiness have a underlining state of depression?  Like those optical illusions, once you find it, you cannot be distracted into seeing the happiness that was the original picture. Thinking is contagious and for me, always bad.
In the words of Murder By Death "if you can't make up your mind just how different you should be reorganize your priorities to expect more sympathy". Maybe thats not a good quote, because I don't like the part about expecting sympathy. But thats all I got. I like this next song because this is the opening to the song: This one is called Stella was a diver and she's always down. Heres the last stanza.
There's something that's invisible
There's some things you can't hide
Try to detect you when I'm sleeping
In a wave you say goodbye
Not bad, ehh? There was a song that had something about a black box in it. And I cannot for the life of me recall any of the other lyrics, the band, or title.  Well I gotta go bask in my busyness.. later.

   1 comments

The Missing Figure
July 8, 2004   01:45 PM PDT
 
Well I guess what I want to say is irrelevent now. I didn't know that anyone could make me feel this much, of anything, even while I'm struggling not to feel. I suppose that you care only beacuse you don't want me to be hurt, or at least that what you tell me. I don't believe that. I know that you hurt about something, that you won't tell me, and that hurts me too.

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